(Silence. He holds her, his hug increasingly intense. She appears unmoved, but eventually hugs him too. They dance slowly, in a surreal manner.)

WINNIE: I'm falling asleep in a baby's cradle
DARREN: Close your eyes...
WINNIE: I've forgotten what your arms feel like...
DARREN: ...hold you forever?
WINNIE: ...convince me.
DARREN: Put on your seatbelt, you're next to me. I'll put on non-stop love songs on the radio. The air-con blows a gentle breeze. It's an expressway that runs across the island, four million street lamps guiding us, showng us how to get there. A minute to midnight, Saturday night. My foot's on the pedal.
WINNIE: ...pagers, hand phones?
DARREN: On silent.
WINNIE: Destination?
DARREN: As far as you want.
WINNIE: I'm dreaming in a baby's cradle...
DARREN: Just say it. we'll put our names down, sign on the dotted line, fill up, settle down, bring up...
WINNIE: ...children?
DARREN: ...pre-school, best schools, the back seat's all ready.

(Silence)

WINNIE: I don't want to be another stop on your scavenger hunt. "Find a wife", the leader commands, and so you do. "Grab your hole in the sky," he says, and you join the queue.
DARREN: What do you want?
WINNIE: Blessings falling like rain from above, I'm all in white. The sun pours through stained glass and an echo of joy rises. There's a perfect circle fused to my finger, gold to flesh, forever.
DARREN: Everyone's watching. Just say it. Just say it.

(Silence. The dance ends. Winnie pulls away.)

My favorite part. All I have to do is just imagine that in my mind..

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I assume old habits die hard for you? After all these years and you're still telling me the same stuffs? You're not even my friend to begin with. You're just one of them. ONE OF THEM. So don't try to talk to me.

That was how I spent my Sunday. My days are getting better for sure.. (:

To:
Bridge - yes good job!
me - hi moron, stop being so busy and reply me on msn already. stop being so busy. stop!
BeBe - me miss you tooo :D

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It's 2 odd in the morning and Koizora brought me to tears. Now all I really want to do is to read the novel.
How is it that...the first love always hurts the most?

日本 here I come！

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Met Bridget (:
Just came back..we watched Knowing. Great show but it freaked me out somehow...don't ask me about it.
To kill time, we walked around cine and we saw I-can't-talk-about-her-or-i'll-have-to-treat-Bridget-to-lunch.

Note to self: stepping out of the comfort zone really freaked me out. I thought it would be heart wrenching but it's nothing at all, it's as though for that moment..I stopped feeling. I feel so much better now!! Back to work (:

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you used to talk to me about the steps
of letting go
but I never paid too much attention
to things that weren't in text books

so I didn't notice
until you were leaving

What am I doing uh? >.>

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当我们决定爱一个人的时候，我们就为自己打开了一扇进入痛苦的门户，因为我们所爱的人不单会带给我们生命的喜悦，也会带给我们生命的剧痛。最大的伤痛来自离别。。。，不可挽回的生离死别会将我们的灵魂撕裂。

然而我们并不因此而停止去爱。因为爱胜过惧怕，生命胜过死亡，希望胜过沮丧。我们因而相信爱必须付出昂贵的代价，也是值得的。

I enjoyed my day (:
& again, last night's conversation with bro was awesome!!

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"just trust yourself" was what he told me...
& so I will. do just that. trust myself. Thanks alot koko =)
Too bad we haven't been spending our birthdays together for the past 2 years or so...come home soon? I want to see 2 birthday cakes on the table, not just 1. I want them to sing the birthday song to you too, not just to me.

Off to town later with verver and xuanxuan! Studying for marketing after this post..

P.s come home soon, I have so much to tell you.

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kevin says: (9:17:18 PM)
take care ... papa love you

That really made my day. He doesn't say that often...
I was really upset when he nagged at first...but it woke me up. I've been so selfish. Keeping them worried. I live my life without any worries...like what I do is always right. I've been fighting for myself. But I've strayed away..haven't I?
I don't want to live like this anymore. From now onwards, go to bed early, wake up early, don't be fussy about food, stop thinking of wanting to buy things I want (but smena 8 is a must baby, saving up for that beauty), get this stupid 4 modules over and done with, no more failing.
For once, I want you to be able to say it out loud that you're proud of your daughter even though she's in a private school.
[ /edited at 9:33PM ]

Guess what? Bloody deadline wasn't yesterday! When did he changed it?! All those sleepless nights...geez.
I had a good laugh in class yesterday cos of the good company. HAHAHAHAHAHAH! Skipped class today & went to recharge.
Econs test was alright, considering the way I tried so hard to absorb as much as I could. APM deadline next Friday. What have I done? ...just the print ad!~

Off to do more work..I can't believe this.

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I don't know if I can cope with this.
Deadline is tomorrow and I have a class test after that. Deadline is tomorrow and I'm editting this ultimate rubbish contribution you chuck in my face and claim that you did your part. If you did your part, Jess and I wouldn't be cracking our heads and rephrasing every damn sentence which you happily copied and paste from the website.
Bloody nincompoop.
Why can't you fill up the pages with words? Why must you fill half of it with pictures? What are you trying to do? Compile a picture book? Why? Why? Tell me. I'm so sick and tired of your antiques, just disappear from my life already. Don't act dumb, we know and we're not falling for that bullshit.

Class test tomorrow..20%. That's alot...and I haven't studied. COS I HAVE TO RE-DO YOUR STUPID WORK YOU SICK FUCK. I HATE YOU. I HATE YOU SO MUCH. You're making me do double work. You're not the only one who's busy. We have other assignments too. You think we don't have anything to do? HAH.

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When two people cry together for the first time, they understand how much they love each other. - Emile Deschamps

I think it's true. Don't you?
I'm so addicted to Mirotic...replay please.

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Lunch with bebe tomorrow..I can't wait! Been craving for it for SO LONG!!
bebe I love you, love you! Haha!

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Stop pissing me off.
Stress.........................don't annoy me.

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I'm going through this j-pop (again) and k-pop craze right now. KAT-TUN, Super Junior, DBSK, Wonder Girls, Big Bang, NACO, AJ
Anyway I was late for yesterday's group meeting...*GUILTY GUILTY GUILTY* And for that, I shall contribute more. Yes, punish me, punish me, punish me, punish myself. Keep me busy, keep me busy, keep me busy.
I'm tired yet I can't sleep. If I sleep, I won't wake up, I don't want that. I don't have time. I have classes almost everyday. Econs test around the corner. Have to study for FOM, APM and TDMC too!! C'mon spacebunny, don't give up now. Aye, don't give uppppppp~ back to work.

call me by my name won't you?
[ /edited at 5:04PM ]

Yes, we're wide awake now...sleep was good, except for the fact that I dreamt I got barred for marketing class. T_T So lame. HAHA! I'm so happy happy! (:
Good morning world :D

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You don't get that everyday...do you?

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