I miss having you close beside me.
I miss your hugs.
I miss hearing your voice.
I miss glaring at you whenever you call me fats.
I miss the late night phone calls.
I miss the late night milk tea meet ups.
I miss accidentally walking into you.
I miss looking into your eyes as we speak.
I miss you so much...I don't know how much more I can take.

Once again, I'd like to disappear like I used to. I might be contactable to a few..only. =)
tata cruel world.

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Reminds me the very first time I fell for you..
Such bittersweet memories (:

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Three things worth being happy for in my life right now.
1. The fever is gone.
2. I AM COLLECTING MY PAY TOMORROW ^^
3. I got..accepted!

It's so much easier when I'm not thinking about you...babe.

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Back from my short trip~

Yes, I miss alot of people.
I miss 老爸，大姐，师傅。。。and the other 3 people who I...miss more than the others. >.<~
I really need a good rest...

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My back aches. My feet hurts. My eyes can close anytime...now. Tired, sleepy, restless...I've had enough of work. Almost 4 months now. Launch went well last night. Got home around 3AM. Showered and I just fell into a deep sleep. Feels good. Dreamt of something really really impossible.

3 more days. Saturday = off. Sunday = work afternoon and then will go for shifu's birthday at night. Monday = work morning. Tuesday = goodbye.
I get a little sad when I think that I won't be working there anymore, but somehow it's a relief. I guess I'm used to the fact that I have to face people I don't like everyday..and now that I'm going to be free.....everything's back to square one. Lazy days..hang around in my room, watch alot of television..and not find something productive to do. Oh well. I'll just take one step at a time and see where this goes. Have to rest my poor dying feet... n_n

P.S // We're on the same page, as always. Can I say..we share the same thoughts at one point or another? We say we don't need anyone. I proclaimed that anyone would be a waste of time. You agreed. But here I am waiting for you to happen. Til then..

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When two people cry together for the first time, they understand how much they love each other. - Emile Deschamps

I think it's true. Don't you?
I'm so addicted to Mirotic...replay please.

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...hiding from people. n_n

Brief summary of my week!
Monday: Spent time with mom & dad. Window shopping... :P
Tuesday: In front of tele.
Wednesday: In front of tele.
Thursday: Morning-in front of tele, then out with Joann for the rest of the day.

Why can't you make time for me like how I always make time for you? You big big stupid fool. One door to your face can or not?!!
11 more days...........of work. I can't wait. Then off to Guang Zhou for a week!!! My long awaited holidayyyyy. I don't care about the destination anymoreeeee.

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All these while, I've called you by the nick name we made up for each other. Cos If I don't do so...my feelings will be exposed.

You're my favorite ice cream flavor. You're my poetry that doesn't rhyme. You're a part of me. Most of all, you're my favorite sin. I never liked falling in love until you unconsciously dragged me down. I never liked milk tea until I drank it with you. I never liked smiling, but now I try to..just for you. I never liked spending my time waiting on someone...until I realize that someone might be you.

I never liked waiting, for anything or anyone. If it takes too long, I'll just leave.
I never liked falling down. Bruised knees hurt alot..it makes me feel small.
I never liked the cool breeze..cos when I shiver, there's no one to hug me.
I never liked sweet treats, they make me want to throw up. But now I do..so that I can share them with you.
I never liked waiting for the toaster. I eat my bread soft and my poptarts cold.
In the mean time, I'll just dream, work and live my life the way it is..while waiting for you.

P.s 17 more days.

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I'm still
discovering
you.

18 more days til I'm done with work work work. Very excited but all I can think about is you..I guess it's a habit. And now I wonder if you're doing alright...are you?..

I woke up this morning, only to find myself missing you so badly. I curled up under my blanket and snoozed the alarm..fumbled around for my phone..
Clicked on.. Photos -> for spacebunny -> Photo39.jpg
There it is..a picture of us. I smiled at it for a moment and recalled what happened on that day. Why, of all people, do I have to secretly fall for you? I...I miss having you so close, right next to me where I can inhale your scent. That warm, comfortable feeling that only you can give. I can just rest myself against you and watch you smoke away..and still feel secure.

Every now and then I want to give you a call but always end up staring at the phone. So foolish. So timid. But I never want to put myself down too much ..cos you once told me 'Relax la.. Don look down on yourself so much la.. Your wendy you know.. My wendy, how can you say yourself till like that..'
As long as I'm yours, I'm happy.
But words are only words... There's one thing about me that never changes; I cannot trust other people. But if you win me over with your words, I'm yours.
Fatty, you won me over with your words. You won me over..somewhere during the laughter, late night talks, milk tea meet ups, last minute dinner plans. And also, the moment you provide me with something I need without me asking for it...I don't know how you do that..but good job babe. I'll always remember that.

I wish to get lost in your..eyes. No, I don't have to go home if that happens haha!

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好羡慕天空可以哭泣。

Parkway Parade -> Parkmall -> Bugis -> Marine Parade -> Katong
In short, I enjoyed painting apple's gate..and I had fun today. ^^ Off to bed right now..try to rest a little bit more and wake up early tomorrow~

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从我爱上 爱她的你 那个瞬间起
一直是雨天 你只爱雨天 我用伞保护你
亲吻着 你苦涩 味道的微笑
闭着眼睛 我明白你 想念她的秘密

Dinner at HK cafe last night... <3
Funny how time spent with shifu is short yet enjoyable.. :)

Meeting my applehuang in a bit ^^

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Just because you love someone doesn't mean you have to be involved with them. Love is not a bandage to cover wounds. -Hugh Elliott

I feel all better now...thank goodness. Meeting shifu after his work...gonna go shopping :P

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