Only you know these secret passages, full of silent footfalls to the forgotten pledges of my heart.
Your laughter lives here in this heart and echoes through my blood.
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It might not be the right time
I might not be the right one
But there's something about us I want to say
Cause there's something between us anyway
I might not be the right one
It might not be the right time
But there's something about us I've got to do
Some kind of secret I will share with you
I need you more than anything in my life
I want you more than anything in my life
I'll miss you more than anyone in my life
I love you more than anyone in my life
SPACEBUNNY
20. Female. Diploma in Mass Communication. Visual Communication.
Progressive trance, Electro, Alternative, green tea frapp.
I'm a sucker for romantic comedies & is a skeptic when it comes to love.
And I hate that I misread you boy
But I can’t resist no-crossing signs when
You’re an open invitation to a heartache
A painful kind of good, I should just leave alone but it’s too late
I’m right back where I started out
Not a lot to show, just memories
But I took what I could get from you, now I’m off
To fill the void, you see
I got a habit I can’t break, so it does all the breaking
And a heart that’s slow to heal, cause I fall for the ones
Who are taken
You never said, you never said that I’m your baby
You never said, you never said that I’m the one
You never said you’d try, or that you’d take me or you’d leave me
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19th October 2009; 04:54PM
humid afternoon
W: Is the weather too damn hot or is it because SY is in Singapore?
SY: That is cheesy..
Dan Talevski..is too good to be true. Pretty much made my day :)
& yes, assignments are pilling up up up. But you guys know I'll always try to spare time for you!
Had lunch with the girls today..got to talk to each and everyone. I love small classes! Hmm what else?
Oh yes, I should archive the old posts..and I'm feeling so humid. Urgh. Grrrrr....
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16th October 2009; 04:45PM
bored..
I got this from urbandictionary.com
1. space bunny
A Hot woman from space. The term being derived from "ski bunny", only in reference to the fact that said chick is in space.
"Oh, man, what a space bunny."
2. space bunny
Like a bunny, only from space.
Not a spaceman, a space bunny.
Hmm...haha. Ok..done with the break. Back to cleaning my room.
P.S, should archive my posts soon.
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14th October 2009; 05:12PM
a visit to..
Forget it babe...this time round there's someone else.
School's awesome. My classmates are alright..I hardly mix around with them.
I can't wait for Joann's birthday. <3
I think I miss you....Ok shower time.
P.S, I gave you a chance...but you threw it away cos of..I don't know what you're busy with. Now it's gone..how?
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10th October 2009; 02:51AM
it hurts..
School starts on Monday..and all I can think about is you. Why don't you reply me no more? Cos you don't wanna talk?
At least let me know so I can leave you alone. I want to hear it from you...not from my curious mind. Don't treat me
this way. 4 months....4 bloody long months. Hot and cold. Babe, what is this? Seriously...speak your mind so I can
move on properly. It doesn't benefit you in any way. Now I regret sending you that long thankful text. You make me
feel so..................blah.
I love the time table for this term. I feel like running away from everybody again. Meeting people got me talking
about you cos we're all catching up with each other. Sigh..
Is this how it's suppose to be?
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5th October 2009; 02:51AM
truth is...
We run back to each other when it’s convenient. We know that in the end, we’re meant for each other, but not for right now. So we play these games, act like we’re okay when one of us has someone else. When in reality, it tears apart to know that we can be happy with someone else. But it’s that slight hope that we will end up together that always keeps us running back for more.
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3rd October 2009; 12:12AM
The best line in my life is..._ _ _ _ _ _ _ _(yes it's for you to guess)
I had a good chat with a friend today. Someone who I can talk to about anything. Not everyone I know is up for this kind
of conversation...I tried but nobody makes it interesting enough to make me want to talk about it even more. I don't
understand why people are so afraid to speak their mind..there's no right or wrong in this. It's only a point of view.
Talked about you tonight. I felt quite alive...cos you made me feel something stupid towards you. This tiny, weird,
confusing feeling...that I should probably forget cos I know it's better for me. Heh..
I've decided to come clean with my feelings after some time.
From the bottom of my heart, yes Mr. Y, I'm crazy about you. Hopefully this will fade.
If I could turn back time...I'd love to get to know you again.
You make me happy.
Til then...always by your side.
Love, Me.
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1st October 2009; 02:57PM
tsk tsk tsk.
Shopping with LSQ yesterday. That idiot..tempt me to buy stuffs. T_T
What a waste of time. Last minute change of plans today = impromptu baking.
& then I realize I always bake when I feel like crap.
Forget it man..this time round I'm letting you slip away bit by bit until I can live w/o you.