26th September 2008-
There is nothing we like to see so much as the gleam of pleasure in a person's eye when he feels that we have sympathized with him, understood him. At these moments something fine and spiritual passes between two friends. These are the moments worth living. - Don Marquis
To be joking when I'm serious will only cause me to flare up even more. A, you heard me right. Stop playing mom when I'm serious ah. I'm not a sponge, I can't suck it up like you do babe. Think of me as a tofu? Thanks.
Today was spent doing nothing at all. I woke up at 9.15 in the morning, decided to skip school since I was late already. Had chocolate muffin for breakfast while watching Harry Potter. Japanese noodles for lunch, surfed the net, then I had afternoon nap. Woke up at 7, had dinner and here I am.
I can't stand it anymore. I cannot! But I will listen to A and Rach's advice this time. Just ignore til it's time to go. I'm good at pretending I'm alright, so this will be a piece of cake. I think... T_T
Gotta decide on what to do for GP soon. I can't believe it's gonna be over! Yeah right...I have a feeling I have to re-module. I'm such a blur shit in class...
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19th Septermber 2008-
I like nonsense, it wakes up the brain cells. Fantasy is a necessary ingredient in living, it's a way of looking at life through the wrong end of a telescope. Which is what I do, and that enables you to laugh at life's realities. -Theodor Geisel
My mom sent the guests off to the airport and I'm home waiting for lunch, feeling hungry. I've been reading 'The Undercover Economist' lately. It's playful and witty, keeps my mind off things.
Glad to hear that Grandma is alright now. It must've been tough for dad all these while. I'm so selfish, I didn't bother to understand the situation. Instead of studying properly, I kept asking for what I want. I feel stupid, so stupid.
It's been a few weeks now and I haven't gotten back my sup paper results yet. I have a feeling I will re-module, but let's not...I NEED LUNCH NOW!!!!!!